Hard To Forgive

Love is a four letter word a noun or a verb
It's supposed to be forever but.....I know better
I know love can be a lie most times it is
I promised you love you turned your back it is what it is
I realized that love is really rare
I looked love in the eyes wouldn't nothing there
Gave love a hug aint felt nothing there
So excuse me if my reactions seem unfair
I'm only human and you pushed a human to his limit
What's the use of being timid, I loved you and I meant it
I kissed you, I meant it, I hugged you, I meant it
But now the love is done, my heart is finished
You proved you aint need me the day that you left me
A new crowd now you don't accept me
So how you gone expect me to respect you? You suspect.
Never had a regret til' the day that we met
No! I can't give you that satisfaction I mean you aint even a factor
Just another black girl lost in the rapture
I see you having problems with your crew now where's your crowd
You was hi-lifing it why come down from your cloud
I hope you don't think you're impressing me
With your "I miss you's" and how much you love me
Cause behind the smile believe the thoughts is ugly
"Like no this bitch here didn't. This bithch here trippin'"
Don't think you can come back love when all your new friends go missing
Claiming how much you miss him when a week ago you dissed him
I was born at night not last night you stupid fuck
In order to survive the moonlight life you need better have better luck