What's The Difference

What kind of best friend is you?
The same one who is only there when it's convenient for you
The same one who tells me about all the guys who want her
You do know that I don't really care, right?
You do know that I hate even hearing about another man in your life, right?
You have to know that, or maybe you just dont care enough to notice
Maybe this friend category that I was placed in is getting crowded
I can't really take being boxed in by loneliness anymore only so I can hear about how great of a time you had with someone else

Maybe it's just jealousy, maybe, doubt it
It's something deeper, but one thing I do know, I don't need a best friend who's gonna break my heart
My best friends tell me when I'm wrong and respect me when I'm right
My best friends know more about me than I do sometimes
They know when somethings hurting me just like I know when something is bothering them
My best friends are best friends in time of need and at times when I succeed
I guess our definition of best friends are completely different
Call me when you on my level of friendship cause believe it when I tell it
When I say I love you I mean it more than anything else even though the only thing you can offer me is mediocre friendship that promises heartache and shame for ever putting so much trust in you

Sometimes I feel like my best friend is my worst enemy